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Name: Daniel
Birthday: 5/15/1985
Gender: Male
Interests: I love music.. Goin to parties and dancing is fun... I love the ladies and the video games.. I play all types of sports and I'm awesome b/c of it..
Expertise: Apparently not girls... then maybe looking pretty?
Occupation: Retired
Industry: Entertainment
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  krnplaya165
Yahoo:  sephiroth931
Member Since:
12/4/2002
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| "And I find it kind of funny.. I find it kind of sad... The dreams in which I'm dying.. Are the best I've ever had.. I find it hard to tell you.. I find it hard to take.. When people run in circles.. It's a very, very.. Mad World.. Mad world"
Mad World - Gary Jules
An old song brought back by the Gears of War commercial.. how funny.
Well hello people! I know I don't really write too much on this thing. And I'm everyones gonna get an email about how i updated.. so here goes.
Happiness and what it means to me.. Well, In my life, things are moving. I've got work.. I live out on my own now. I make my own money along with doing my own things. I totally moved out of the house. No parents supporting me (although they still take care of my car and insurance.. thank the Lord) and its an interesting feeling. Having been sheltered for so long and been taken care of to just freedom. We are all approaching that age when decisions that we make actually have an impact on our lives in the future. In fact, some of us are already passed that age. But one thing I've realized in all of this decision making: DO NOT REGRET. Sounds simple enough. But there's alot of gray area that can be seen.
You have to remember, things aren't always black and white. There's a lot of "what ifs" and "woulda coulda shouldas." But if theres one thing that I've learned from this guy that works around me, is that you can't be afraid to make a decision. We are all young. We all have goals and things we want to accomplish in our lifetimes. Yes, life is short and death scares the hell out of me but you really do need to realize that hard decisions come and they go. You can't just sit around on the sidelines waiting for someone to make a decision for you. You need to make the first move towards your own future. Of course theres gonna be doubts and worries, but thats all about the learning process. If your current situation sucks, change it. If you can't change it, then work with it. Make it so its not so unbearable. We all have that capability.
Soon, people are going to be working on their careers and getting the big bucks. But there really is one thing I learned from my father, though not directly, and that is not to let work dictate my life. It's so easy to have work (the only means of monetary conveyance in your life) just take over, but you need to put things into prospective. There is more to life than working. My father worked hard in this business for over 20 years. Do you know how much he enjoyed himself? Almost never. Its only until recently that he started to play golf and enjoy his time with friends. We can't just make work our life. We need a balance. I believe life is always just a balance. Its all about checks and balances.
As long as you believe everything is a learning process, than you find that life is a lot less hectic. You can't blame yourself for making mistakes because you are still in that learning process. If money is short, then change something. There is always something that can be done to advert crisis. You can't nitpick at every single thing that goes wrong or bad in your life because as this quote by Epictetus saying, "there is only one way to happiness and that is to cease worrying things which are beyond the power of our will." Things aren't always peachy and things aren't even always right, but you deal with things as they come. Try and keep an even head about you and use reasoning and optimism instead of basing it off of emotion. The future is coming kids and there really is no point in worrying about it, because if you like it or not, its a coming. On that note, cue the music. Peace | | |
| "You're just so beautiful girl.. thats why it'll never work, u have me suicidal.. suicidal when you say its overr...."
Beautiful Girls - Sean Kingston
So I havent wrote on this in a long time and i apologize for my "subscribers" lol. Well. Life is definately different now. I am officially graduated from NIU and I am working fulltime at my dad's store. My official title is sales manager and i even have a business card. lol. How insane is that? My life is just moving in a whirlwind right now. I signed a lease for this place right off of Chicago and Milwaukee in the city and I'll be moving there July 1. I am currently single and kinda in a weird situation with that. I just dont know what to do with my life.
My life is so regimented now. And my mom is getting on my back for going out so much when thats all i can do really at this point in my life. I'm a 22 year old guy with money and no girl.. So what else is there to do? do some crack? HA.. (jk) I'm currently at my desk at work and im on aim, xanga, and listening to live stream radio. My life is good but it just seems like something is missing. Once i figure it out, ill let ya'll know. B/c right now, im just confused on what i need to be doing with my life and what the future holds for me. Well, its time to stop crying and go from there. On that note, cue the music.. Peace
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| "She said she'll see me in Chicago.. in Chicago.. Ooo Ooo Ooooo Ooo Ooo Ooooo.. in Chicago.. And when she tells me, her life is incomplete with out me.. she'll waittttt.."
City Girl by Split Habit.. Good band, heard they have a real rockstar attitude eventhough they arent that big...
So everyone.. How are ya? I'm not dead but sometimes i feel like i am.. depressing.. ahaha no not really.. but in case many of u didnt know, I was on crutches like 2 weeks ago and i couldnt walk. I sprained it really bad playing volleyball (went up for block and rolled it on someone's foot). But i am back to walking with a really big ankle (i think i tore something). This goal for the weekend: Be able to play golf.. yesssssss. i still can't run or jump.. that'll be a step-by-step process. We'll see how it goes.
Does anyone want to buy a bass guitar from me? Its less than a year old and barely played.. i mean it. Barely played. I was gonna take it up. but i dont think its for me.. and my "band" is no longer a cohesive unit. So i would like to get rid of it. Maybe for 100 bucks? Ibanez something or another.. forgot the model number. Cmon.. help me out!
So my summer is back to work, work work.. actually.. i upped my hours.. now i work 45 hours a week 9-6 m-f instead of my usual 40. awesomeness.. i realize. Oh.. and i turned 21 just a couple weeks ago. It was good times. I didnt do much but its nice to know im 21 and i can do what i want. And yes.. the girl in the pics in my last entry are of my wonderful gf. She rocks my socks! I get to see her soon!!!! Soooo psyched! Most Def. Alright im tired.. got work tomorrow. On that note, cue the music.. Peace | | |
| "Yo, dont know ur name but excuse me miss saw u from across the room. And i gotta admit that u got my attention u wanna make me say Yooo.."
Yo (excuse me miss) - Chris Brown.
So nothing been goin on in life worth mentioning really. Skool almost over. Life is about to end by work. How lovely. Bday is coming up. 21 indeed. Awesome? drinking doesnt have an appeal anymore. Oy.
All i gotta say is: Hotness
 
On that note, cue the music. Peace
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| "Ohh its what u do to me.. a thousand miles seems pretty far, but they've got planes and trains and car.. id walk to u if i had no other way.. our friend would all make fun of us.. we'll just laugh along because none of them have ever felt this way.. "
Hey there Deliliah - Plain White Ts
So xanga world.. i am not dead.. just a bit lazy. So how is my life these days? There really isnt anything to complain about. Well for one, the crazy 9 hour class is over and now its all regular classes and its pretty easy stuff. Another thing, I get enough sleep and dont worry about things anymore.. Lets see, Ive been a bum lately and its just fine with me. ahaha crazy talk.
So im back from Europe and it was amazing. Just the whole experience with the people, the places, and just everything. Probably the best thing ive done in college, u know, probably the best thing ive done in my life. Met alot of kool people and i keep in touch with these folks here and there. well... one in particular.. but let's not get into that one.  Only downfall of the trip, this paper i must right.. its due in like 2 weeks (had 2 months to do it). Its gonna be like 30 + pages and im on like page 10.. sad isnt it? ahaha Oh well, it happens right? i really hope so..
My apt right now is an absolute disaster right now.. I have laundry all over the ground and just a whole buncha krap lying everywhere. Well the laundry is clean but its just outta control right now.. i dunno what im doin with myself these days.. its crazy. BUT on a positive note, i started running. Why running when i hate it? just to keep in shape and lose some weight.. some damn college weight.. ahaha started running a mile everyother day.. might make it to everyday. who knows.. its just too soon to tell.
So i dont know what to write on here b/c my mind is just blanked out lately.. Ive been kinda flakey.. oh well. On that note, cue the music.. Peace out!
P.S> Im not goin to Korea anymore this summer.. parents didnt want to spend the money.. oh well. Eprope me anyhow! | | |
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